11 March 2013 @ 03:31 pm


Title: GRAVITY
Chapter: 5 (Nine Red Squares)
Author: [personal profile] phantastus
Fandom: Silent Hill
Rating: PG-13 to R
Genre: Horror/Drama/Angst
Main characters: James Sunderland, Mary Shepherd-Sunderland, Laura
Summary: Before James can leave the home he and Mary shared behind for good, there are wrongs to right and memories to unearth. So, so many memories.
Notes: Chapter 5 of my ongoing, obscenely long SH2 fanfic. Set directly after the Leave Ending, but contains heavy implications of In Water. The fic is mirrored over here along with several subsequent chapters, but I will be posting the most up-to-date edits here for the time being.
This story was initially written (and is still in progress) for NaNoWriMo 2009.
Disclaimer/Warnings: In keeping with the source material, this fanfic depicts events and situations that may be considered violent or cruel. If anything in the Silent Hill series triggers you, this story may not be for you. This chapter deals with potentially-upsetting concepts including but not limited to:

-general horror concepts
-intense depictions of PTSD/panic attacks
-mentions of murder via suffocation/smothering
-depictions of child neglect/growing-up experiences with a mentally unstable parent
-medical emergencies related to terminal illness
-mentions of alcoholism, alcohol consumption
-implied domestic emotional abuse
-STRIPPER ACTION sexual situations (non-graphic)
-extreme TL;DR
-the phrase 'Down Syndrome' is mentioned like once
-an umbilical cord in a box


Please read at your own risk.


Recommended Listening:
-All is Well (It's Only Blood)
-Weight of the World
-Fog in the House of Lightbulbs
-Wake
-Recessional
-All is Well (Goodbye, Goodbye)

It's hard to keep the rainclouds out when the windows never close. The house feels like a graveyard now, like the floorboards hide the bones... )
 
 
Current Music: "All is Well (Goodbye Goodbye)", Radical Face
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
27 September 2012 @ 05:39 pm


Title: GRAVITY
Chapter: 4 (Like Maple Syrup)
Author: [personal profile] phantastus
Fandom: Silent Hill
Rating: G
Genre: Horror/Drama (Romance in this one, I guess? James/Mary obviously)
Main characters: James Sunderland, Laura
Summary: Utterly exhausted, James and Laura arrive 'home', which isn't really home so much as a haven of memories, both bitter and sweet.
Notes: Chapter 4 of my ongoing, obscenely long SH2 fanfic. Set directly after the Leave Ending, but contains heavy implications of In Water. The fic is mirrored over here along with eight subsequent chapters, but I will be posting the most up-to-date edits here for the time being.
This story was initially written (and is still in progress) for NaNoWriMo 2009.
Disclaimer/Warnings: In keeping with the source material, this fanfic depicts events and situations that may be considered violent or cruel. This chapter includes concepts such as:

-written descriptions of physical wounds
-mentions of terminal illness
-FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF that is doomed to end in tragedy jesus christ


Please read at your own risk.


Recommended Listening:
-Old Piano
-Rumpus Reprise

It's the names in wet cement, it's the things you can't forget. It's the fear of growing old, it's the life you'll never know. )
 
 
Current Music: "All is Well (It's Only Blood)", Radical Face
Current Location: The Sunderland house
Current Mood: nostalgic
 
 
29 July 2012 @ 01:51 pm
The icon itch hit me sometime the other day so I made these all in a frenzy over the course of the day between RP tags.
Enjoy!

Total Icon Count: 52
Harry Mason: 3
Cheryl Mason: 1
Alessa Gillespie: 3
Dahlia Gillespie: 2
Cybil Bennett: 2
James Sunderland: 1
Mary Shepherd-Sunderland: 2
Maria: 3
Laura: 1
Pyramid Head: 2
Heather Mason: 13
Claudia Wolf: 1
Douglas Cartland: 2
Father Vincent: 1
Valtiel: 1
Henry Townshend: 7
Eileen Galvin: 1
Richard Braintree: 1
Alex Shepherd: 3
Elle Holloway: 1
Cheryl Mason (Shattered Memories): 1
Miscellaneous (monsters and scenery): 6


Teasers:


Was a long and dark December when the banks became cathedrals, and a fox became God. )

As usual, please credit either [personal profile] phantastus or [community profile] dazlious if you take any of these. Commenting isn't necessary but is appreciated-- I'd love to see where these are being used!

The drawn images here are all either concept art (I can't help it, I just thought those concepts of Heather were cute as hell), illustrations from the Silent Hill 3 novelization, or from White Hunter, a short comic by Masahiro Ito that features Pyramid Head.
 
 
Current Location: on the edge of my computer chair
Current Music: "Violet Hill", Coldplay
Current Mood: blah
 
 
04 July 2012 @ 07:43 pm
Well, I was gonna wait to post these until after I'd finished some more of those requested drabbles, but with my computer on the fritz, I can't work on much writing. These were already uploaded though, so... HERE. ENJOY!

Total Icon Count: 48
Travis Grady: 3
Harry Mason: 8
Cheryl Mason: 3
Alessa Gillespie: 3
Lisa Garland: 1
Michael Kaufmann: 3
James Sunderland: 3
Mary Shepherd-Sunderland: 2
Maria: 4
Laura: 3
Angela Orosco: 3
Pyramid Head: 1
Heather Mason: 3
Henry Townshend: 1
Eileen Galvin: 2
Cynthia Velazquez: 1
Alex Shepherd: 2
Elle Holloway: 1
Miscellaneous (monsters and scenery): 8

Teasers:


He was cast to the bowels of the Earth and pecked by birds. )

As usual, please credit either [personal profile] phantastus or [community profile] dazlious if you take any of these. Commenting isn't necessary but is appreciated-- I'd love to see where these are being used!

The drawn images in this are from the comics (Mary's cameo in one panel) as well as the novelizations of Silent Hill 1 and 3.

The one special case is this icon right here, which is the result of a spur-of-the-moment photoshop experiment and is a perfect example of why I shouldn't be allowed to produce any type of fanwork for an M-rated horror fandom.

It's a combination of an illustration of Harry and young Cheryl/Heather and a background image from the animated film Balto. Because if there's two things that go together perfectly, it's Silent Hill and classic children's films.

If I had to pick out a favorite from this batch, it'd either be that one (despite the hassle it was to make) or Sad Keanu Kaufmann (tm).
 
 
Current Music: "Prometheus", Portal 2 remixes
Current Location: In front of a foreign computer
Current Mood: discontent
 
 
02 June 2012 @ 05:44 pm
MORE ICONS.
I don't have a problem.
I CAN STOP ANY TIME I WANT.

This batch is mostly from 2, 4, and 5, with a couple other things thrown in.

Total Icon Count: 35
Angela Orosco: 1
James Sunderland: 3
Mary Shepherd-Sunderland: 3
Maria: 1
Heather Mason: 4
Henry Townshend: 5
Eileen Galvin: 2
Frank Sunderland: 1
Alex Shepherd: 6
Miscellaneous (monsters and scenery): 11

Teasers:


Oh mama, I can hear you cryin', you're so scared and all alone. )

As usual, please credit either [personal profile] phantastus or [community profile] dazlious if you take any of these. Commenting isn't necessary but is appreciated-- I'd love to see where these are being used!

The drawn images used are either SH4 concept art, illustrations from the SH1 novelization, or (!!!) my art. I don't usually include any of my own Silent Hill fanart in these icon sets, but the itty bitty one of Heather walking in a field turned out nicely enough that I felt like including it.
 
 
Current Location: At the desk
Current Music: "Renegade", Styx
Current Mood: calm
 
 
31 May 2012 @ 10:26 pm


Title: GRAVITY
Chapter: 1 (Sirens in His Ears)
Author: [personal profile] phantastus
Fandom: Silent Hill
Rating: G-PG
Genre: I don't even know.
Main characters: James Sunderland, Laura
Summary: Well, James did it. He survived Silent Hill and accepted truth and retribution for his sins.
... Now what?
Notes: Chapter 1 of my ongoing, obscenely long SH2 fanfic. Set directly after the Leave Ending, but contains heavy implications of In Water. The fic is mirrored over here along with eight subsequent chapters, but I will be posting the most up-to-date edits here for the time being.
This story was initially written (and is still in progress) for NaNoWriMo 2009.
Disclaimer/Warnings: This fanfic depicts events and situations that may be considered violent or cruel, on par with the canon source material. This chapter deals with potentially-upsetting concepts including but not limited to:

-written descriptions of physical wounds
-traumatic flashbacks
-terminal illness
-references to murder and suicide
-a butt joke

Please read at your own risk.


ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: Although it's seen a few edits since it was written, this first chapter was written a long time ago and as such doesn't necessarily reflect the current writing style of the story. In fact, the author finds it embarrassingly long-winded and ponderous, but has banned herself from going back and fiddling with it anymore in the interest of moving the story forward and writing new material instead. SORRY. I PROMISE IT GETS BETTER.

Recommended Listening:
-This Time Tomorrow
-Machete


The illustration above can be viewed in full here.)


Zero gravity... what's it like? )
 
 
Current Location: Silent Hill
Current Music: "Machete", Buckethead
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
19 May 2012 @ 09:58 am
MADE SOME MORE. Ever have those moments where you have a great thread going, but suddenly you realize that a tag requires you to drop everything and make an ENTIRELY NEW ICON to adequately express within 100x100 pixels what the character is feeling?
Yeah.
That's been happening a lot.
And then I guess I just don't stop when it does.
ANYWAY HERE, HAVE SOME MORE ICONS. Mostly SH3 but with some others thrown in for good measure.

Total Icon Count: 53
Travis Grady: 1
Harry Mason: 3
Cheryl Mason: 2
Dahlia Gillespie: 1
James Sunderland: 4
Mary Sunderland: 2
Maria: 1
Heather Mason: 14
Claudia Wolf: 2
Douglas Cartland: 12
Father Vincent: 11
Henry Townshend: 1
Miscellaneous: 2

Teasers:


A warning to the Prophet, the Liar, the Honest )


As usual, please credit either [personal profile] phantastus or [community profile] dazlious if you take any of these. Commenting isn't necessary but is appreciated-- I'd love to see where these are being used!

The drawn images are all either from Silent Hill 2 concept art (with colors added by me), or the Japanese cover to Silent Hill 1. Or A cover, anyway. I actually have no idea what it's from, just that it's official.
 
 
Current Music: "This is War", 30 Seconds to Mars
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
25 March 2012 @ 09:08 pm
HERP DERP HERE'S ANOTHER ONE.

This one is equal parts assorted characters and miscellaneous scenery porn (MMM MMM JUST THE WAY I LIKE IT).

Pretty pleased with all of them except the one of Alessa which I had to mutilate pretty badly in Photoshop to get rid of Harry's giant ghostly head. BUT ALL'S WELL THAT ENDS WELL.

Total Icon Count: 46
Alessa Gillespie: 1
Dahlia Gillespie: 4
James Sunderland: 22
Mary Shepherd-Sunderland: 1
Maria: 2
Heather Mason: 4
Leonard Wolf: 1
Alex Shepherd: 1
Miscellaneous: 5

Teasers:


We lay side by side, between the moon and the tide. )

As before, if you'd like to use any of these, please credit [personal profile] phantastus or [community profile] dazlious! Comments appreciated but not necessary.

The drawn James icons are from either that one Silent Hill comic where he made a one-panel cameo (forget the title), or the UFO ending of Silent Hill: Shattered Memories.
 
 
Current Music: "Castellorizon", David Gilmour
Current Mood: anxious